One of Those Nights

Tonight has been one of those nights.  One of those nights where I am tired.  One of those nights that comes after an extra long day of working.  One of those nights when Fenna is fussy no matter what I do.  One of those nights where I am frustrated and the only cure is a good nights rest.  Not every night of motherhood is magical and heart warming, some nights are hard.  Some nights I lose my patience.  Some nights I get upset with a tiny little infant who depends on me completely.  But then that little face that I brought into this world looks up and smiles at me, and everything bad just melts away (except the tiredness, I don't think that will go away anytime in the foreseeable future).  In these moments where I feel like don't have any more to give, I need to remember how blessed I am to have a precious, healthy, sweet little girl that brings so much joy to my life.  Every moment with her is a blessing, I don't want to take one single moment for granted, even the hard ones.

But really, how could I ever feel bad with this adorable face smiling at me?!?!