Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Waiting for Baby
Anyone who knows me knows that I absolutely LOVE being pregnant! It is honestly one of the only times in my life that I have felt completely comfortable in my body. I love the bump, I love knowing there is a life growing inside of me, and I don't even mind the stretch marks that much (they do go away eventually, right?!?)! However, these last few weeks have been rough. Really rough. Baby Boy is definitely taking a toll on my body. Besides being exhausted all the time, it's been painful to even walk. And I sooo miss being able to sleep on my stomach and roll over in bed without screaming out in pain and taking 5 minutes. The aches and pains are definitely getting to me...these last weeks have been much worse than I ever remember the last weeks being with Fenna. And I have been getting down and feeling sorry for myself. But today I had a wake up call. I met a very happy, friendly lady who was wearing a stocking cap and eating a jar of baby food for lunch because she had recently undergone chemotherapy and that was all her stomach could handle. I read a story of a boy born with no limbs who didn't let that stand in his way of doing everything his brothers did, and another of a baby that died within hours of being born. I can't imagine that heartbreak. I have friends and family that aren't able to conceive. I cannot imagine that pain. I have nothing to complain about. I have an amazing 13 month old and a little boy I am going to hopefully meet very soon. I need to keep everything in perspective. Sure, I am in a little pain right now, but this will pass and when it does it will come out as a huge blessing. So, I want to share some pictures (taken by the every so talented Melissa Pennington Photography) that make me feel beautiful so I can remember how blessed I am to be able to carry this child, this new life that God created.
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